It Tells All

the day i got my driving license from my driving teacher. i show it proudly to my mom saying that at last i got my license.

i told my mom that dad promise me to gives his car to me. his rexton. my mom suddenly keep her words from spilling out. her face shows that she was thinking about something.



"i think you should ask your dad to buy you a 2nd hand car and just sell the rexton if your father didn't want to use it again, dear arief. maybe wira or saga."

"and why is that. you didn't like the fact that i'm gonna use that big car. you worry to much mom"

"not that what i meant. if you use a car like saga or wira, you wouldn't get any problem to get use driving a car. rexton is too big for a beginner driver. and i dont think that you will get ease by driving a car as big as rexton"

"naa. i reject that opinion mom. i have my reason why i accepted that rexton when dad told me that he gonna gave it to me"

"n what is that?"

"its not because i'll drive a big car so i can show off to my friends. it is because dad told me that he want to give his rexton because of some reasons."

"he told me that when i was a child. back then, when we have a Mercedes parked in our porch. i told him that i really like that car because we can open the upper part of the car."

(i dont know how to say it. but it looks like this)

"so he said that rexton can also do the same thing. then he continue his words. he said that its been more than 8 years rexton brought him everywhere to find his source of sustenance. and he really gets a great fortune."

"he said he was hoping if i use rexton, i'll found the same great source of sustenance just like him so i can live my life wealthy and always happy."

"oh okay. suit yourself arief. i was just giving my opinion. :)"

haa. the conclusion is. i really want to use rexton not because i want to show off to everyone that i'm using a big car.

but i want to show them rexton proves that my father loves me, care about me. and the most important is. he always think about me and my future.

thanks dad. even tho you dont know how to show it. i know. you really loves your family. and i really appreciate it dad. truly, from one of your son. jane~

p/s : some of the scene did not really happen