please, hold my hand princess

one day, there's a boy asked me a pretty interesting question. wanna know what did he asked? are you sure? here, i wrote the conversation i had with that boy. but hey. enjoy your reading. :)



"didn't you feel embarrass when you're holding hands or hug your mother in public when you're this big? if you're me, i will feel a big mass of total shame in myself."

"oh. what a nice question you asked. (senyum) do you really wanna know what did i feel when i hold hands with my mom when i take a walk? i feel jannah flowing through my hands."

"err."

"and yeah. even tho that's only my imagination. do you want to know when and why did i imagine like that when i hold my mom's hands?"

"hell yeah! tell me!"



so here's the story. three years ago in shams, there's an open day there. and i'm surely participant that event. i saw many people coming in and out. suddenly, i saw something.

i saw few of my don't wanted to meet seniors, they were welcoming their parents at the front gate. and yeah. their staying in hostels. i saw something really miraculous to me.

i saw they're hugging and kissing their parents with so many peoples around. i was really astonished. weren't them the worst, the scariest and the most don't have heart guy i ever met in school? what happen to them? nk ckap rindu baru balek minggu lepas. hmm.

so i asked them the same question to them. weren't they felt embarrassed? then they told me this. ready? go!

"even taiko like us loves our parents and family. even us care about them. try to imagine, what if we didn't have the opportunity to kiss them or hug them again. try to think that that was the last hug that i can give to my parents. my dream is, whenever my mom or dad died, i want to be the imam for their solat jenazah."

"huwaa. can i follow your way and dream seniors?"

"sure. but don't get us wrong. we still the worst and scariest seniors that you had met. now that you want to follow our style you must pay. or else."

"o god the most merciful and the most beneficent, HELP ME!"

and yeah. that's why i didn't care if anyone called me a grownup baby or mom's kid. i will never feel embarrassed when i holding hands with my parents. it is way better than i hold a non-bloodrelative girls hand.

btw, all that i write just now is a total TRUE STORY. you should try too. don't feel shy. it's your parents. who cares if someone condemn you. tapi jangan lebih2 lak smpi parents kite lak malu.

haha. jane. title best an? :)